This is a continuation of Kate's story about her ghostly experiences and how she now thinks that her ghost may actually be an incubus. I'm not sure what to think of the story, so will let readers make their own judgement.
It's me again. I bet you thought you had heard the last of me. I wanted to tell you what has happened recently. You may publish this if you want.
My ghost has returned. I told an aunt about what had been happening and she says it sounds more like an incubus than a ghost and that she had a similar experience when she was my age.
Since I last wrote I have had this creepy feeling that someone is watching me when I am in my bedroom. It is like before. I get glimpses of something out of the corner of my eye, a kind of movement or a light.
I have an en suite bathroom and I feel that I am being watched if I walk out of there without dressing. I say it's creepy but I don't feel afraid any more if that makes any sense.
Since then things have moved on. I was in bed and as I came out of my sleep during the night it felt as if someone was on top of me. I'm sure I heard whatever it was breathing in my ear.
I opened my eyes and it had gone but I know it wasn't a dream, it was different.
A few nights later it happened again. I was lying on my tummy and I woke after a dream. There was what felt like a man on top of me. He was gyrating, if you understand what I mean, and again there was the sound of deep breathing in my ear. For a moment I couldn't move or open my eyes. After what was most likely only a minute or two I was able to speak and told him, "Go away." And straight away the weight lifted from me and was gone.
I drifted off to sleep again and it was that day that I told my aunt about what had happened. My parents wouldn't have believed me and I would also be embarrassed to tell them.
Two days ago there was another happening and I know this will sound as if I am a frustrated teenager, as someone who made a comment on your blog suggested. But this is what happened.
I was dreaming and the dream moved on to being sexual. I was with this young man and it felt as if we were about to make love. In the dream I was quite willing for this to happen. For some reason I then woke up but couldn't move.
I was laying on my back with my hands above my head and it felt as if I was being held in this position. There was a weight on top of my body and again there were gyrating movements from an obvious male. I could hear and feel his breathing in my left ear.
Though I couldn't move I'm embarrassed to say I was actually enjoying what was happening to me but then I suddenly got frightened and I told whatever it was to, "Go away." My arms were released and in an instant the ghost or incubus was gone.
I lay still, half wishing I hadn't stopped what had happened. I drifted off to sleep and the next thing I knew was my alarm clock ringing.
I told my aunt, my parents wouldn't understand, and she said how similar it was to her experience only she had full sex with the incubus and this continued regularly for several months.
That's what has happened and I know most people won't believe what I have said. They will most likely say it's a dream or I'm a fantasist. But it wasn't and I'm not.
~ Kate
My ghost has returned. I told an aunt about what had been happening and she says it sounds more like an incubus than a ghost and that she had a similar experience when she was my age.
Since I last wrote I have had this creepy feeling that someone is watching me when I am in my bedroom. It is like before. I get glimpses of something out of the corner of my eye, a kind of movement or a light.
I have an en suite bathroom and I feel that I am being watched if I walk out of there without dressing. I say it's creepy but I don't feel afraid any more if that makes any sense.
Since then things have moved on. I was in bed and as I came out of my sleep during the night it felt as if someone was on top of me. I'm sure I heard whatever it was breathing in my ear.
I opened my eyes and it had gone but I know it wasn't a dream, it was different.
A few nights later it happened again. I was lying on my tummy and I woke after a dream. There was what felt like a man on top of me. He was gyrating, if you understand what I mean, and again there was the sound of deep breathing in my ear. For a moment I couldn't move or open my eyes. After what was most likely only a minute or two I was able to speak and told him, "Go away." And straight away the weight lifted from me and was gone.
I drifted off to sleep again and it was that day that I told my aunt about what had happened. My parents wouldn't have believed me and I would also be embarrassed to tell them.
Two days ago there was another happening and I know this will sound as if I am a frustrated teenager, as someone who made a comment on your blog suggested. But this is what happened.
I was dreaming and the dream moved on to being sexual. I was with this young man and it felt as if we were about to make love. In the dream I was quite willing for this to happen. For some reason I then woke up but couldn't move.
I was laying on my back with my hands above my head and it felt as if I was being held in this position. There was a weight on top of my body and again there were gyrating movements from an obvious male. I could hear and feel his breathing in my left ear.
Though I couldn't move I'm embarrassed to say I was actually enjoying what was happening to me but then I suddenly got frightened and I told whatever it was to, "Go away." My arms were released and in an instant the ghost or incubus was gone.
I lay still, half wishing I hadn't stopped what had happened. I drifted off to sleep and the next thing I knew was my alarm clock ringing.
I told my aunt, my parents wouldn't understand, and she said how similar it was to her experience only she had full sex with the incubus and this continued regularly for several months.
That's what has happened and I know most people won't believe what I have said. They will most likely say it's a dream or I'm a fantasist. But it wasn't and I'm not.
~ Kate
Kate's Story: Parts 1 and 2:
Part 1: The Ghost Sitting On Kate's Bed
Part 2: The Ghost Who Wanted Sex With Kate
I try not to disbelieve anyone but I have difficulty thinking of ghosts and similar beings as solid enough to be able to feel them. Unless someone has experienced such a thing for themselves, which I haven't, it's easy to say it's only imagination or a vivid dream. Must find out what an incubus is on Google.
ReplyDeleteAlways good to keep an open mind.
DeleteI commented last time that she was a frustrated teenager and I still think the same. A.
ReplyDeleteWho knows for sure but all things are possible.
DeleteInteresting story. I've never experienced an incubus, but I have seen ghosts and they sometimes have appeared to be quite solid, only to fade away. So if they appear solid at times, it's not a stretch that they may also have weight. It's too easy to write off her experience as teenaged frustration.
ReplyDeleteInteresting what you say about ghosts appearing quite solid to the eye. I have now read similar stories to Kate's. I'm sure that they aren't all made up!
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ReplyDeleteSpirits (all types including humans) can feel physical if powerful enough or inclined. Whst she's experiencing is no Ghost, at least not a pure, non-corrupt one. It is an Incubus and the fact that it can make her feel desire like that and do it as intelligently as it has, makes me think it is non-hunan. It's using Empathy (emotion control) to make her feel emotions similar to love but it's not real. For all we know this is the same entity who plagued her Aunt.
ReplyDeleteGenerational Curses are passed from person to person in a family line. Thst ritual from the Catholic Paranormal group needs to be done to break the cycle and banish it for good. It may be intelligent but he's not as powerful as he thinks he is either. He's feeding on her energy to grow stronger. She can command him to leave but she needs to do this now.
Btw, the Phenomena where she can not move is called Phantomania (spirit paralysis) the spirit can immobilize her using energy to bind the victim either physically, mentally, spiritually, or in some other way.
ReplyDeleteSometimes all of the above. Prayer or Psychic concentration can break the hold. Sometimes the person is in a coma like state in a form of suspended animation.
They have no idea what's going on around them, like being frozen in time. In those extreme cases, victims need help to awaken.